Take all the blame. It's your fault anyway. Atone for all your sins. You deserve whatever that has befallen you. Who says you deserve happiness? There is never such a thing. Happiness is when everyone else is happy. You just stand on the fringes - if they let you. Otherwise your existence is only to be tolerated. Like the much needed domestic help. If you've served your time, they'll just send you away.
You're never of much use anyway. You are brainless and stupid. Your purpose in this world is to work and submit all your income to the relevant party. You produce so that others will be happy. You have no say in this matter for you have all hell to pay if you ever open your stinky mouth.
You are nothing to them. You will serve your time until you are no longer useful. Your bones will be weak and you'll be kicked out of the workforce.
For a short period they will love you for the savings that can finally be withdrawn. Once that ran out, you are back to the worthless creature that you are and find yourself standing on the fringe again waiting to meet your creator, ever hopeful that your past sins didn't catch up with you.
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I'm tired. Just tired. I never had it easy but I'm not complaining.
Someone told me that the reason why we're tested is because the Almighty knows we're strong enough to face it. That explains why others are lucky all the time. It's because they're weak - really.
I don't know how long I can last in this. But I must be grateful that at least I'm not living under a bridge somewhere in a third world country.
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